is you're entirely to close
for me to make any sort of
life-altering choice.
Because the outcomes
no longer remain with just me,
but they seep into your story too,
and there's no undoing that.
The problem with you
is that you're terribly too smart
for your own damn good
and you know it.
You can understand me
like others simply can't,
and I can't decide
if I hate you or love you for it.
The problem with me,
is that I'm entirely to afraid
of ruining everything I love
because of my own foolish heart.
The problem with me,
is that I'm entirely too close
to you to be objective
and there's no undoing that.
We are all humans-there is no question to that. We are all relational creatures and thrive on relationships. We need people in our lives at one point or another. Unfortunetly, the actions we choose can affect the people around us. Some people do not care how they affect others. But if one has good friends, then those friends will support and care for the other, fully aware of the actions and giving guidance to the other. I know, that you have friends who care about you and the actions you choose. Hold onto those friends and trust in them. Think. Breathe. Pray. Express yourself and continue to do so. Take risks, but also be careful.
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